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Hello there, i'm a girl who has a big obsession with chocolates. White ones, milky bars, bitter dark, chocolate buttons, cadbury are no exception. Other than chocolates, i have this extreme obsession with Korean boybands. To put it simply, i love kpop. So yeah, chocolates and kpop are what makes my life so bright. Enough said.

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CNY 2012

Monday, January 23, 2012

This year Chinese new year was a bit different from the past.
Spend the new year eve and new year night w the same person.
First time going Chinatown for Cny countdown.
Super duper bad experience, super crowding de !
Ppl push here push there. Got children also push !
Doesnt even care bout the safety of the child.
Maybe this is the ugly side of the humans ?
I swear i will never go Chinatown during new year's eve le !
Todayy is the first dayy of Cny. Was much more boring than last year.
And lesser ang bao ? Was bored till i want to go walk walk.
Went to the River Hongbao for a walk.
We are like 2 tourists. Keep losting our wayy.
Dumb dumb ahh ? hahahs
At least that dumb dumb won a bear and a dolphin for me ^^
cuteeee lehh ! Lazy to type le. Enjoy the pics taken byy me and dumb dumb :D

Me love myself ! heheh

Monday, December 26, 2011

Photo posting onlyy ~ hehehe

I LOVE MYSELF <3

Understanding

Sunday, December 18, 2011

After yesterdayy , i realise we might not understand each other well .

I wonder do he reallyy understand what i mean ytd?

Do he knoww when im happy when im not thru msg ?

Do he understand my silence ?

The feeling i get ytd is total loneliness .

I never never needed someone so much when i am sick .

This is the first time and he is not by myy side .

I dont blame him for anything .

I knoww he is busy w work , and i knoww it all along .

He told me he might not have time for me before we are even tgt .

I knoww .. im trying to get use to it .

But here i am losing myy temper making him worried .

Maybe i dont even understand myself , howw to make him understand me ?

At some point of time i reallyy hate myself .

Hate myself for being so selfish ,

hate myself for being so petty ...

He always give ways to me ..

Maybe i might not be good enough for himm ..

He is way too good and me ? hais

He deserve better .. but i didnt give himm what he deserve .

FAILED ! Im such a fail gf . I must endure and give himm some space bahh ..

Happygirl94

Saturday, December 17, 2011

Woot its been a long time since i blog .
Hahahs was feeling tired everydayy .
Even days when im not working .
Something must be wrong w me !!
But i feel reallyy happy bout myy current life noww ^^
I have himm byy myy side .
Never have that special feeling before ..
Although i always tell himm to find other girls ,
but i dont really mean it ..
Told himm what i have always wanted to tell himm .
hehehe i love himm ttm <3

Seriouslyy i dont knoww what is wrong w me .
Feeling tired almost everydayy even days that im having off .
hais and total 4cuts in just a few dayy .
Whyy is that so ? i never touch any knife lehh .
I also never touch anything that will cut myy hand for todayy .
Omg scary sial . hahahs !
I really feel so lazy to post le ..
Shall stop here . *wink wink*

Love himm <3
25/11/11 <3

Interview ...

Monday, November 21, 2011

21 Nov 2o11 , myy third or fourth times going for an interview .
Meet bev at around 12.30pm.
Headed down to city hall soon after we meet .
Reach city hall bout 1plus and we its too early ,
So we went for a walk at the esplanade .
Suddenlyy it was raining heavily , we was planning to go outside for a walk .
In the end our plan was ruin byy the weather .
Seat down at the esplanade for around 15mins ?
And we headed to Raffles city for interview .
When we reach its too early still so we went to marketplace for a walk .
Brought himm a bottle of veggie juice and we went up .
Omg so nervous sial (although its not the first time going for interview)
He came out to meet me first before bringing us in to the shop .
I was so afraid that i cant handle the job ...
After the interview , he accompany us out ..
He keep telling me not to work if its not in city hall .
He scare if i go other outlet ppl will bully me .. *so sweet*
Bev so funny sial , sayy he keep looking at me and talk and never sayy bye to her.
From what i see and sense for this few days or weeks ,
he is really a good guy and caring at some point .
Bev are also able to sense it . I hope he is the onee .
I will wait and i hope im able to work w himm <3

Myy effort is starting to pay off

Sunday, November 20, 2011

Finally i start to see myy effort paying off.

This kind of feeling is hard to describe .

Was outside w mum just noww .

Went to toa payoh for shopping .

Brought one pair of shoes for tmr interview .

When we are on the train back home .

He text me ...

I was shocked ttm !! As he will seldom text me first

As he was busy working ..

When i was gonna reach Ntuc he send me a msg

which makes me thinkk that myy effort is worthwhile .

That feeling was like founding a treasure after a long while .

I felt so happyy and was smiling to myself once i saw that msg .

HAPPYGIRL94 :D

Fun day out w him

Saturday, November 19, 2011

17 Nov 2011 , unforgettable outing.
Woke up around 8plus in the morning . Feeling excited bout it ~
Hhahas waiting for him to text me to ask me out =P
In the end i still text himm first =P
Meet around 1plus then headed to plaza sing .
Catch a 2pm movie , You're the apple of myy eye . Niceee ~
After the 110mins movie , went to mac for lunch . hahahs
Awkward moments =x
After eating , went for some walking . hahahs
From Plaza sing walk all the way to Raffles city .
Awkward silent all the wayy ....
Tryy to start topic to break the silent and i started asking stupid question =x
From Raffles city we walk to Marina square .
Slowly we started to have more things to talk bout and lesser awkward silents.
Found something cool at Marina square .
The wedding photo was not taken byy camera but drawn byy ppl !
Both of us was thinking if it is really drawn out . hahahs !
From Marina square , we walk to suntec city ~
Use talking more bout restaurant and food there .
Walking past lots of restaurant and telling each other what is nicee .
Telling each other which reataurant serve nicee food .
Hahahs its fun talking with himm :D
When on our wayy to city hall mrt station , we saww this pet shop.
Inside there is hamster (his favourite animal ^^) and rabbits ! So cuteeeee !
Left city hall at around 7pm ? and started to head back .
He went home and i went to meet bev.
On our wayy back , i saw his hand . ITS DAMN RED !
Dont knoww whyy i started to worry bout his hand when i saww it .
It doesnt hurt nor itchy . I wonder whyy ...
When i meet bev , myy whole mind was thinking bout buying hand cream , hand masks and etc that helps his hand .
But it was really a great dayy out w himm .
Make me understand himm more and also a chance for me to let himm knoww more bout me . Unforgettable outing w himm ^^