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Hello there, i'm a girl who has a big obsession with chocolates. White ones, milky bars, bitter dark, chocolate buttons, cadbury are no exception. Other than chocolates, i have this extreme obsession with Korean boybands. To put it simply, i love kpop. So yeah, chocolates and kpop are what makes my life so bright. Enough said.

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Understanding

Sunday, December 18, 2011

After yesterdayy , i realise we might not understand each other well .

I wonder do he reallyy understand what i mean ytd?

Do he knoww when im happy when im not thru msg ?

Do he understand my silence ?

The feeling i get ytd is total loneliness .

I never never needed someone so much when i am sick .

This is the first time and he is not by myy side .

I dont blame him for anything .

I knoww he is busy w work , and i knoww it all along .

He told me he might not have time for me before we are even tgt .

I knoww .. im trying to get use to it .

But here i am losing myy temper making him worried .

Maybe i dont even understand myself , howw to make him understand me ?

At some point of time i reallyy hate myself .

Hate myself for being so selfish ,

hate myself for being so petty ...

He always give ways to me ..

Maybe i might not be good enough for himm ..

He is way too good and me ? hais

He deserve better .. but i didnt give himm what he deserve .

FAILED ! Im such a fail gf . I must endure and give himm some space bahh ..